Mixed Bag

So my first week in my final year at University is about to end. It's an odd feeling. I think it's been mostly good - well wait - I'll check:

The Good:

All great professors ( SCORE )
Good classes, excluding one potentially dull one
TONS of friend time
Lots of laughs
Have done 3 things I have never done before at school
Wildly successful first STLF meeting
Working with some of the best people I've ever worked with
No bumps in the logistics of starting this new year
Working with other orgs
Tortilla soup is back
My growing and evolving relationship with God(by far the best thing I got from the last onslaught of heartbreaks)

The Bad:

Some STLF messiness from the past that needs to/is getting cleared up (though that could be a good too)
Still broke
Some things seem to never change
I'm confused about what the right thing is in a few areas of my life
Awkward run ins

Yeah, so it is a mixed bag, but it's mostly good. I'm excited about the opportunity to build/rebuild an org that matters to me, I'm excited to focus on school, I'm excited about the sweet roommates I have this year, I'm excited that my theme for this year is to do new things I've never done (at least one a week) but there's still some things and some people that I'm uncertain about, some patterns I'm worried about, and some other stuff.

Every new start had to start with a first step, and this year is mine.
I am proud of me.